Dear friends,


I am very sorry about this. I bet I meant
tons to you all. But do not cry, do what you be doing if I was still here.
Laugh, have fun and have several “yolo” moments. I will be by your side when you
need me. Times are going to be tough and rough but also keep in mind I won’t be
gone forever.


               
Something I ask for you guys to do is don’t go day by day being
depressed. I know this was very sudden but do not keep this as burden. Reason
why I did this was because I was not happy, I was not loved and I could never
fit in, well at least that’s what I thought. I just couldn’t handle it anymore.
Most of you guys probably never thought of me as a person getting treated like
that but yes, I was. I don’t know what I did to ever deserve it. It was their
way of“being nice”.


               
Also please don’t do anything to my former classmates because in the end
of it all I’m gone, no more coming back and I could’ve told someone before I
made this decision to do this to myself. It is only my fault, no one’s but mine.
I rather have them hate me then have hate towards my family and my real friends.
It would have gotten worse in time so I just had get it over with and say
goodbye.


               
Bye once again, thanks for the ones who cared and others who simply
wouldn’t call me names, make fun of me, or mimic me. I lived a good life besides
all the times I got bullied. Oh yeah by the way, I killed myself or about to by
  overdose on pills. Mainly thank you to the person who first notices I’m gone
  and finds this. Maybe even get lucky and save me… ok well this is
it.


               
Sincerely, Lola


NOTICE: This letter is NOT real, but is intended to bring
  awareness to bullying and teenage suicide. If you are having these thoughts,
  please visit: http://teenlineonline.org/


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